I cry to my heart’s content
Tears haven’t stopped still
I’ve been trying to compose all that I have
Nothing I do seems to be working.
The moment I try to hold them up
one blink is enough to spoil the look
I try to face away from reality from the time
To crying all night long I seemed to be hooked.
I know its all fake
All that I have in me now
I pretend to be happy, thats all I do
True happiness is something I can’t show.
Night time’s my day,
when the night sky disguises as my shadow
I creep in it to all the time and stay
I weep with my head bowed.
My hands are covering my face
Alternatively wiping my tears too
And my shirt’s all wet now
More and more of them roll down, they don’t seem to be through.
My lips are dry, the mouth wet
my eye are red, all swollen
I’m panicking to make them stop the flow
But they’re burning fire in them at the moment.
I’m considering the Satan’s side
will he give me shelter and food?
though none would be required after I’m gone
And none of these tears too.
Haven’t been able to sleep of late
Nothing in me gives content to me,
Although I feel one night would be mine too
And I would sleep without my silent weep.