I have been having this sudden feeling lately, the sudden rush. Sometimes to do things and the others, well I like to be alone, go to places like a wanderer. Not that anyone allows me to, but I feel like having this mould around me which I want to break. All these rules, they seem so indifferent to me. It seems that this part of me always existed, like it had longed to come out since time eternity, and sadly or gladly, it is. Today’s one of those few days when I wish to be alone, wander, discover, feel, realise, love, hate, pain, anger- everything. Everything that comes out or can come out. I do not sleep at nights, sometimes I do and sometimes I don’t. Maybe I’m over-reacting or maybe I’m just letting it go. Whatever it is, its affecting me and the people around me. And the best I don’t even know what.why.how.